bender

Today, it feels like there is NOTHING in the whole world to do except eat. We went to the birthday party of a friend in AA--it was her "real" birthday. and she's 18. Her DAD is only ONE year older than M. That was pretty gross. Shes an aa friend, plus only 18 so they weren't really getting loose which is fine--they shouldn't be! But when we left we were like "what choo wanna do" and we couldn't think of anything! so we came home to watch x-files (DORKS). I ate a bowl of popcorn, then S's quesadilla, then some ice cream, then a bowl of peanut butter crunch. I'm gonna have to puke. DANGIT I really hope that doesn't just make me feel worse..... But I'm sorry. I CAN'T just go to bed now with this million gallons of crap in my stomach.