I'm DOING it!

I had one slip after my last post, I went overboard on lunch and purged. But it was just ONE time, I didn't fuck off the whole day. I was purging NO LESS than 3 times a day. Now I'm at ZERO times a day. I AM back on Livestrong.com tracking calories and workouts. It gives me an allotment of 1596 cals a day. I try to stay with that # of cals even if I work out and it tells me I get that many MORE. I have been ending up at around 1400. My weight is creeping up and I'm in a LITTLE bit of a panic over it but I got my period today and I'm trying to not worry about it. I figure I can worry about it later like next week but for right now I'm just trying to have a good habit and sort of stabilize.

I got this halloween costumethere's little bows with pompoms that attach to some knee high socks that I need to get. I'm gonna freeze to death.

Speaking of freezing, I have a problem. I'm SOOOOOOOOOO cold all the time. My family thinks I'm crazy and I got in an argument with husband about it yesterday, so I'm pissed and not turning on any heat. I didn't BLAST it before anyway, I ONLY JUST this last week turned it on ONCE in the living room. Usually I DO have it on in the bathrooms, cuz that's the worst. And the hardest is not turning it on in my little son's room. But I admit, I'm not the best judge of how cold it is. I'm cold no matter what. I wear GLOVES in my house with hand warmers inside, and my fingers are still numb. it's really weird and I hate it and I'm gonna talk to the doctor about it. That appointment is this coming friday....