Saturday, October 22, 2011

ugh.

I HATE to be a flake. I HATE to be wishy washy. (I'm gonna whine here) But I have been going up in weight and I'm panicked and I just threw up. :-( I'm gonna be a huge hypocrite. I am all making this separate blog so I can go public with my other blog and show recipes and give weight loss tips cuz my RL friends ask me all the time and I just feel like such a liar. I was stuck at 126 when I WAS puking every day. I stopped, it's been more than a week, and today at the gym I weighed 131!!! My period ended a  day ago, there's NO reason for a temp weight gain. It's not temporary. I GAINED 8 pounds since we went to CA (july)

I DO have good news though: I went to the doc on Friday, I had some lab work done the week before. I got blood drawn just a day after I had cut out puking. I was afraid my EVERY level of every test would be bad. From lax abuse and throwing up. Well guess what. I have OPTIMAL cholesterol, not diabetic, perfect electrolytes, thyroid and white blood cells....  Makes it hard to remind myself that puking is bad for my health when I'm in perfect health.

3 comments:

  1. puking is bad for your health! At the very least it will ruin all of your teeth. Trust me! (used to work at a dental office) Be careful and keep working at it, weight loss will find you again!

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  2. It is bad for your health and consider yourself lucky. You know you are in good health so keep it that way. 8 lbs is a bit tough to swallow. I know how hard it is but try losing the right way and you can get back down.

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  3. Thanks you guys (girls). I'm going to keep trying.
    xo

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